Well I guess I can give you an update from the last blog. It isn't much of anything at all. Joe completed his PET scan on Monday and today we literally are just sitting by our phones waiting. No matter how many times we call his doctor's office, they say they have the results but can't tell us until the doctor reads them and he has been overwhelmed with patients today. I get it. The guy is a doctor and he has to do his job...but us sitting here losing our minds on what can or could happen is beyond torture. So needless to say, "Sit..Wait..Pray.." is still underway.
When people go through hard times like this, the best thing to do is to be surrounded by the people you love and care about... True Friends and Family. It seems like over the past 10 days since we started this whole process of testing for Joe and learning the cancer is back, we have been really truly realizing what people actually care and who are pretending. Especially after getting a phone call from a drunken old friend of ours establishing that people that we thought were really good if not best friends are really just a bunch of liars, drama starters and they don't give a shit about whatever outcome we will have to go through. I should just delete them off my Facebook. We are already avoiding their calls. We don't need people pretending to give a shit when they are just going to go back to be around bad people and joke around about us and tell lies about how Joe and I are as people. Friends don't do that shit and I really hope that they read this. My message to them is that You suck. Your sick in the head. You chose to support a liar and cheater and think that they are some how better people than Joe and I even though that we have been around longer than they have. So in other words...Go to Hell.
I'm writing now not just downgrade but because of right now it is the only thing that is keeping my mind off of staring at my phone. I want to know the results of the tests they did on my husband but then again I don't want to know. Either way I can't function.
I do want to share with everyone that has been following this story about my family and that have been praying for us, I greatly appreciate you all. Its nice to know that there are still good people out there that care. Even strangers. I beg of you all if you can to continue your prayers until we hear something. I of course will share any news I get....whether bad or good. Plus I will take any advice that you may all to provide that some did on the last blog.
Today has pretty much been going in slow motion. Since we have been staring at our phones all day we also had an appointment to get Joe's life insurance policy started. Hell we don't even know if that will go through or not but again here we are praying that it does. No matter what happens too, our next step is to finally make our wills. Can I just say it really sucks being an adult?????
These decisions and everything we have been facing and with everything Joe and I have discussing is not something I thought we would ever had to deal with. Our love for each other has always been to share with watching our kids grow up and for us to grow old together and be happy. Life just keep throwing all this other crap our way and makes that future for us seem superficial which again....not fair at all.
Its currently 2pm EST and still no call from the Doc. Another thing that just isn't fair. FUCKING CALL ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for letting me vent. It make me feel a little better to do so when I do. I can't fix what is happening....all I can do is still is "Sit...Wait...Pray........................
When people go through hard times like this, the best thing to do is to be surrounded by the people you love and care about... True Friends and Family. It seems like over the past 10 days since we started this whole process of testing for Joe and learning the cancer is back, we have been really truly realizing what people actually care and who are pretending. Especially after getting a phone call from a drunken old friend of ours establishing that people that we thought were really good if not best friends are really just a bunch of liars, drama starters and they don't give a shit about whatever outcome we will have to go through. I should just delete them off my Facebook. We are already avoiding their calls. We don't need people pretending to give a shit when they are just going to go back to be around bad people and joke around about us and tell lies about how Joe and I are as people. Friends don't do that shit and I really hope that they read this. My message to them is that You suck. Your sick in the head. You chose to support a liar and cheater and think that they are some how better people than Joe and I even though that we have been around longer than they have. So in other words...Go to Hell.
I'm writing now not just downgrade but because of right now it is the only thing that is keeping my mind off of staring at my phone. I want to know the results of the tests they did on my husband but then again I don't want to know. Either way I can't function.
I do want to share with everyone that has been following this story about my family and that have been praying for us, I greatly appreciate you all. Its nice to know that there are still good people out there that care. Even strangers. I beg of you all if you can to continue your prayers until we hear something. I of course will share any news I get....whether bad or good. Plus I will take any advice that you may all to provide that some did on the last blog.
Today has pretty much been going in slow motion. Since we have been staring at our phones all day we also had an appointment to get Joe's life insurance policy started. Hell we don't even know if that will go through or not but again here we are praying that it does. No matter what happens too, our next step is to finally make our wills. Can I just say it really sucks being an adult?????
These decisions and everything we have been facing and with everything Joe and I have discussing is not something I thought we would ever had to deal with. Our love for each other has always been to share with watching our kids grow up and for us to grow old together and be happy. Life just keep throwing all this other crap our way and makes that future for us seem superficial which again....not fair at all.
Its currently 2pm EST and still no call from the Doc. Another thing that just isn't fair. FUCKING CALL ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for letting me vent. It make me feel a little better to do so when I do. I can't fix what is happening....all I can do is still is "Sit...Wait...Pray........................
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